Entries by Roses in the Ocean

Ode to Carers

So, what do we do now? That moment. That look. Emotions swirl through my body, washing over me. Instant transforming. Nanosecond interchanges. Panic. Confusion. Fear. Frustration. Anger. Rage. Failure. Shame. Guilt. Insecurity. Anxiety. Fatigue. Endless, persistent, sleepless fatigue. Breathless terror. All in one heartbeat. In hearts beating too fast. Hands clammy. Eyes Dilated. Faces ashen. […]